First One of the Year
Hey, K.I don't even know where to begin with this one....
I know I don't comment very often, but I've been lurking for about six months now, and I love your blog. The unapologetic approach you take to racism is really refreshing; a lot of the time, we get shouted down on sites by 'draptos,' lol. Love that name.
Anyway, I was wondering if you'd ever heard of something I've observed my whole life and recently read more about online. Many of the white women I've known have expressed this creepy desire to have a black baby. I say creepy because of the way they describe it - like they don't think the child is going to be a human being, but some kind of accessory, like purse or something. They talked about the clothes they'd dress it (yes, it) up in and all the places they'd take 'it' and show 'it' off to everyone. I never knew how to reply, because I just didn't understand the motivation for doing something like that.
Recently, I was reading a post on SWPD and someone left a link to a website run by an Afrocentric dominatrix type. She's a professional, and she was discussing a phenomenon she dealt with - apparently there are a lot of white couples and singles who have this burning desire to be degraded by black people (or so they claim) while simultaneously abusing this woman. They yoyo back and forth between loving and hating her. She herself said she has no idea why they do this stuff.
She linked to some stories white people have written about their negro exploits, and I came across something rather alarming. See, when it's just adults doing stuff, even if I think it's weird, I usually say to each his won, you know?
But these people are going around to sex clubs with the express purpose of getting the woman pregnant, or 'bred black' by a 'bull' or 'cull' and they refer to the children as 'colts.' At first, I thought they were just stories, but people are really doing this - there are entire underground organizations dedicated to locating 'bulls of integrity' to 'breed' white wives while their husbands watch. And I wonder what the hell happens to these kids, since most couples have a rule that they don't want to know any personal (or humanizing, imo) details about the father. Many couples use the same 'bulls' over and over, having multiple black kids. I just...I just don't even know about all this. How are those kids going to be raised?
What's gonna happen to their self image when they find out about this (and at least some will find out)?
Creepiest of all, when the couples tell their families, apparently some of them are okay with it and encourage it! This isn't just in the US, either.
All over Europe this shit is going down, if these message boards are any indications. Some of them have said that they can't wait for their half-black sons to grow up and become "breeders" or "bulls" like their fathers.
This is only one example, and I'm sending it to you because it covers a lot of what I'm talking about. It's one couple's "journey" to getting "bred."
There are literally tens of thousands of such stories on message boards and such. Here's the address:
This was written by a man who did this stuff. Anyway, I'm sending you this disgusting shit because you mentioned that you worked in social services of some kind and I'm wondering if there's anything that can be done about this.
Surely these parents are going to put extremely damaging ideas into these children's heads about their humanity, and...well, I have no idea where to even start with something like this.
Sorry for fucking up your new year like this,